Dearest Reader,
I've not been honest with you. About the food and dear friend GC, yes I've told the truth. Honestly though, I've been dealing with a number of things in my life that have kept my attention from writing more often. Several years ago, I separated from my wife and went into a tailspin. After attempts at reconciling, I am still in the same boat. How I got here is not important in regards to the details, but suffice to say that I now find myself in the same position as I was when this all started. During that time, I dated a wonderful primatologist but never managed to get past a certain point (shocking, hunh?) and then fell in love with a woman whom I thought was right. Well, that ended tonight with a dull thud, dear reader.
Again, the details are neither here nor there, but that empty feeling of my old friend loneliness is now back knocking at my door. I don't mean to subject all my non readers to a sob story, but I really wanted to get this out. Break ups are shitty on their own, they don't need any help and stringing along to make them worse.
Sorry to keep you non readers in suspense for the next installment, but I'm just not feeling it tonight. I am tired of being dumped on by the opposite sex, tired of opening myself up and not being enough, sick of being lied to. Just feeling a bit sorry for myself right now and needed to get it out of my system. I hope your days went better than mine. Truly, I hope they did.
I've not been honest with you. About the food and dear friend GC, yes I've told the truth. Honestly though, I've been dealing with a number of things in my life that have kept my attention from writing more often. Several years ago, I separated from my wife and went into a tailspin. After attempts at reconciling, I am still in the same boat. How I got here is not important in regards to the details, but suffice to say that I now find myself in the same position as I was when this all started. During that time, I dated a wonderful primatologist but never managed to get past a certain point (shocking, hunh?) and then fell in love with a woman whom I thought was right. Well, that ended tonight with a dull thud, dear reader.
Again, the details are neither here nor there, but that empty feeling of my old friend loneliness is now back knocking at my door. I don't mean to subject all my non readers to a sob story, but I really wanted to get this out. Break ups are shitty on their own, they don't need any help and stringing along to make them worse.
Sorry to keep you non readers in suspense for the next installment, but I'm just not feeling it tonight. I am tired of being dumped on by the opposite sex, tired of opening myself up and not being enough, sick of being lied to. Just feeling a bit sorry for myself right now and needed to get it out of my system. I hope your days went better than mine. Truly, I hope they did.
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